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Fire Yourself Every January

June 25, 2026

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Every Jan­u­ary 1st, Nan­cy McK­ay fires her­self as CEO of McK­ay CEO Forums.

Then she rehires herself.

Not as a for­mal­i­ty. As a gen­uine dis­ci­pline. She asks: giv­en what’s chang­ing in the mar­ket, what does the com­pa­ny actu­al­ly need from its CEO this year? And just as impor­tant­ly, how do I need to grow to be that person?

Nan­cy Dis­cuss­es Fir­ing Herself
The CEO Who Keeps Growing

One of the real­i­ties of being a long-tenured CEO is that the com­pa­ny keeps chang­ing, and the role has to keep chang­ing with it. What the busi­ness need­ed from you when it was $20M is not what it needs from you at $50M or $500M. The deci­sions, the time hori­zon, the tal­ent around you, the strate­gic bets, all of it shifts.

And here’s the encour­ag­ing part. In my expe­ri­ence, most founder CEOs can grow their com­pa­ny as large as they want to take it, as long as they keep evolv­ing along­side it. You rarely need a dif­fer­ent CEO. You almost always just need to become a bet­ter ver­sion of the one you already are.

The only real trap is stand­ing still: con­tin­u­ing to solve the prob­lems you’ve always solved, run­ning the meet­ings you’ve always run, work­ing on the hori­zon that used to be exact­ly right. None of that is a fail­ing. It’s the pull of what once worked. The anti­dote is a habit of hon­est reflection.

What the Rehire Ques­tion Actu­al­ly Does

Nancy’s Jan­u­ary rit­u­al is pow­er­ful because it forces an hon­est con­ver­sa­tion with your­self before the year gets going. She’s real­ly ask­ing three things:

What does the mar­ket need from this com­pa­ny right now? Not what we’ve always done, but what the oppor­tu­ni­ty actu­al­ly requires.

What does the com­pa­ny need from its CEO to cap­ture that? Dif­fer­ent stage, dif­fer­ent skills, dif­fer­ent time allocation.

How do I need to grow to be that CEO? What do I build, what do I let go of, what do I hand to some­one else?

That third ques­tion is the hard­est one any leader can ask, and it’s com­plete­ly human to want to skip it. Our iden­ti­ty is wrapped up in the role. Ask­ing it takes real courage. But the very best lead­ers I know, includ­ing ones I’ve watched take com­pa­nies from $30M to $300M, build the courage to ask it every year, and to answer it honestly.

What I Notice in Plan­ning Sessions

I see this in strate­gic plan­ning ses­sions all the time. We do an hon­est audit of where the com­pa­ny is, where it wants to go, and what it needs, and very often there’s a gap between where the busi­ness is head­ing and where the CEO is spend­ing their time. That’s not a knock on the CEO. It’s one of the most nat­ur­al things in growth. Often the CEO is still the chief prob­lem solver when the com­pa­ny needs more of a vision­ary, still step­ping in per­son­al­ly when it’s ready for sys­tems. Each of those instincts is the very thing that worked before.

So the con­ver­sa­tion I get to have, gen­tly but hon­est­ly, is a gen­er­ous one: the CEO you’ve been got the com­pa­ny all the way here, and with some fresh think­ing, you can become the CEO who takes it to the next lev­el. That’s not an insult. It’s the most hope­ful ques­tion in the building.

Growth Mind­set Isn’t a Poster on the Wall

Nan­cy talked about growth mind­set as the num­ber one dif­fer­en­tia­tor between the CEOs who thrive and the ones who plateau. I love the way she explained it. It’s not about pos­i­tiv­i­ty or read­ing the right books. It’s about being will­ing to look at your­self clear­ly, your role, your habits, your effec­tive­ness, and to have the courage to change.

This is real­ly just fresh think­ing turned on our­selves. The same way fresh think­ing keeps a company’s strat­e­gy sharp, this kind of reflec­tion keeps us on our toes instead of com­pla­cent. It can be uncom­fort­able, even a lit­tle painful. But that dis­com­fort is exact­ly what forces us to keep grow­ing and get­ting bet­ter, so that we don’t become the bot­tle­neck, and so we nev­er need to step out of the role.

Try It This Week

You don’t need to wait until Jan­u­ary, and you don’t need to do it exact­ly the way Nan­cy does. Block an hour some­where you won’t be inter­rupt­ed, and answer three ques­tions honestly:

1. What does the com­pa­ny need from its CEO right now?

2. How am I actu­al­ly spend­ing my time, and where’s the gap?

3. How do I need to grow to close it?

Then write down one thing you’ll stop, start, or change, and share it with some­one who’ll hold you account­able. The lead­ers who keep scal­ing aren’t the ones who got lucky. They’re the ones who keep ask­ing these ques­tions about them­selves, and keep grow­ing into the answers, before any­one else has to.

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About Nan­cy McKay

Nan­cy McK­ay is the founder and CEO of McK­ay CEO Forums, one of North Amer­i­ca’s lead­ing peer advi­so­ry orga­ni­za­tions for CEOs and senior exec­u­tives. For more than two decades, she has built a com­mu­ni­ty where top lead­ers come togeth­er to tack­le their hard­est chal­lenges, share what’s actu­al­ly work­ing, and grow along­side peers who under­stand the weight of the chair. She is the author of It’s Lone­ly at the Top, a can­did look at the unique pres­sures of the CEO role and what it takes to lead well over the long haul. Based in Van­cou­ver, Nan­cy is one of the most respect­ed voic­es in CEO devel­op­ment in North America.


About Lawrence & Co.
Lawrence & Co. is a growth strategy and leadership advisory firm that helps mid-market companies achieve lasting, reliable growth. Our Growth Management System turns 30 years of experience into practical steps that drive clarity, alignment, and performance—so leaders can grow faster, with less friction, and greater confidence.

About Kevin Lawrence
Kevin Lawrence has spent three decades helping companies scale from tens of millions to hundreds of millions in revenue. He works side-by-side with CEOs and leadership teams across North America, the Middle East, Asia, Australia, and Europe, bringing real-world insights from hands-on experience. Kevin is the author of Your Oxygen Mask First, a book of 17 habits to help high-performing leaders grow sustainably while protecting their mental health and resilience. He also contributed to Scaling Up (Rockefeller Habits 2.0). Based in Vancouver, he leads Lawrence & Co, a boutique firm of growth advisors.